Well ok... so I'm sure my active watchers have noticed the recent increase in BBxRae fics, and I've come to the conclusion that, with mixed feelings, this is not going away anytime soon o_o I say with mixed feelings because on the one hand I LOVE BBxRae, I love WRITING BBxRae, and I love the fandom too, everyone is so nice and fun to talk to

(And believe it or not I've actually been in fandoms that were rather mean and thus I don't stay in them very much) But on the other hand I feel a little frustrated by this because it means I don't spend as much time writing IchiRuki (who, don't worry, are still my #1 OTP) and I have just as many ideas for them, so I'm just trying to incoperate BBxRae into my previously 100% IchiRuki schedule, it's currently about 80/20 or 70/30 in favour of IchiRuki but the BBxRae stuff is much shorter and thus gets done faster (for those who didn't see the monster IchiRuki fic I posted recently) but anyway, when I started my little obsession I thought it would just be a phase like I went through with TeruSaki and Zutara, where I spend a few days obsessively writing that pair and then it, as always, takes a backseat to IchiRuki, for some unexplianable reason that didn't happen here, so this is what I've come to tell you, the BBxRae is here to stay (atleast as far as I'm currently aware)
however I'm pretty sure it'll stick to oneshots, I recently tried doing a multi-chaptered BBxRae fic and .. it's going slower than I expected...

This doesn't by any means mean that my IchiRuki stuff will stop or die down, as stated before IchiRuki still tops, the reason you haven't seen it recently is again because I have a few MONSTER IchiRuki fics I'm doing that are taking around two months to complete (when those hit your inboxes, trust me, you'll know) and I'm doing BBxRae here and there that only takes an hour or two to write, that, and I'm having a bit of a problum in that my inspiration is running amuck and I can't stick to one idea long enough to finish it

SO with that being said things should be leveling out here about now, for my IchiRuki readers your paitience will be rewarded with a few huge fics hopefully soon and some smaller ones as soon as I can get around to proof-reading them (I actually have a little stash of them finished, I just have to edit them) and for my newer BBxRae readers it seems our favirote empathic shapeshifting lovers are going to be here to stay o_o And for my readers of both... early Christmas I guess?

Soooo .. I just felt the need to say that as I felt that some of my IchiRuki readers were worried I had shifted my focus, I haven't, it's just been split a little, so yeah... that's all for now

I just had to tell everyone that wile my mom and I were watching Bleach tonight, she asked me why Koga was wearing a nose bra

...

Also for those who used to read "Crap My Mom Says About Bleach" I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever, it just got tedious trying to remember everything that we were saying back and forth DX Well, with that being said, ya'll should know that I'm working on quite a few projects, hopefully you'll start to see them soon... and uh.. that is all

Sorry for swamping the journals but I have GOT to ask to any Raven fans out there, do you guys know of anyplace- preferrably online, where I can get old comic issues? I'm on a Raven high lately and want to get some of the old Teen Titans issues- her first incarnation- paticuarly issues#42 and #44 of Teen Titans Go!, Peices Of Me and Red Raven, because I LOVE her emotioclones, but that aside, I'm also looking for a nice, reasonably priced Raven figure, Ebay has a few but all the ones I like are outrageously expensive and the reasonably priced ones are just... not my style... I don't really MIND her "adult" style but I like her anime-like version alot better, but if there isn't one of those then ..

Anyway comic shops in my area are slim and the only one I know of has 0 Raven stuff, so any help is appreciated

...Plus I just love her name, Raven Roth, I can't say it enough even though she just goes by Raven

Doesn't hurt to be specific since there are like 12 Ravens in DC comics

Also has anyone else heard that The CW may do a spin off of her charector??? They announced their plans in late 2010 and were hoping to premiere it in the fall of 2011 but didn't, so I'm really hoping they'll premiere it in 2012, so does anyone have any info on that? All I know is that it'll center a girl named Rachel Roth- who Raven disguised herself as when she was in highschool- and that the show may be called "Raven", anyway, like I said any help is loved

Firstly, my birthday was today, yes on Friday the 13th

Friday the 13th has actually always been a lucky day for me and 13 is my lucky number

I'm the child of a black cat I think

Anyway, there was no big party or shin dig, actually my mom and I are the type that, instead of that, celebrate our birthdays for an extended amount of time, for example, today we went to lunch and did some shopping at my favirote haunts; Barns & Noble, Moviestop, that sort of thing, Sunday we're going to see a scary movie and having lunch then, and at some point next week we're going to do something with

since he had her prom tonight and couldn't come see me, so yeah X3 Also for those I told I was doing the animal interactions... that has changed, I'll still be going to the zoo and the aquarium this month but for multiple reasons I have decided against the interactions (except for the $3.00 giraffe because really? Why pass that up?

) Let's just say ALOT of red flags went up saying I shouldn't do it and I decided not to, my two prized gifts from today (my favirotes out of everything) are this poodle
[link] and a chainmail diadem!!! My FIRST diadem!!! I'm so happy ;_; My "gifts" have pretty much been cash because I'm such a picky person

I don't mind, that way I can buy books and DVDs :3 ... Yes... I AM that boring...

I maneged to FINALLY get all of ATLA after pinning for it for over a year too :3 I ALMOST got the first season of "Being Human" but my mom warned me to wait a month or so to see if it came down in price because it was just realeased so I will, I was also pleasently surprised and very flattered to come home to a TON of birthday wishes and gifts from you guys!!

Including the following:

gave me this GORGEOUS IchiRuki proposal picture
[link] It's so colorfull and sweet, like pretty candy *_*

gave me a video tour of Limmerick Ireland because I LOVE Ireland and all things Irish, it was very sweet of her to take her day to do this for me
[link]
wrote me a cute fic about Ichigo and Rukia finding a kitten and naming it Asagi
[link] What could be cuter than that?


wrote me an adorable fic about Rukia cleaning her closet
[link] And by the end Ichigo sounded like me


drew me this adorable IchiRuki picture
[link]
wrote me a very sweet letter from a Marvel comic charector AND drew me a picture!
[link] [link] Two from one? That's very kind


gave me a cake badge

I now have three o_o
And a TON of people gave me llamas

Please go give all these people some love, along with

who needs some hugs and

who's "I Permit You Entrance" fic
[link] has now reached a new level of awesome, I really hope I haven't forgotten anyone but if I have I'm so sorry and will post your gift and if you are doing a gift for me but haven't posted it yet I'll update when you do post it so no rush or worries :3 Thank you all so much, this is more love than I ever expected to get

Anyway, next order of buisness, yes I said Ireland, did you know Ichigo has an Irish flag on him? Yep! The necklace he's wearing RIGHT THERE
[link] is the Irish flag- no, it isn't RED, it's ORANGE, green, and white, Ireland's colors

sent me that poster today and the color is defiantely orange; ah Kubo... putting in subliminal messages and cultural references since 2001...

And now onto the final order of buisness :3
Yes, on my birthday I am presenting YOU, dear watchers, with gifts, partly to celebrate in my happiness, and partly to giggle quietly to myself at your responses >3 I can't say how much I'll get done tonight but if not tonight then later this weekend I'll do the feature journals, also, there will be a surprise on tonight's poll

Now for the BIG surprise.... I'm giving you all SNEAK PEEKS at
THREE new, secret projects that I'm working on and that I have told no one about >3 (Well atleast not anyone that'll tell) I won't tell you what the projects are, oh no, I am keepnig that to myself until I have enough of them estaablished to present a release date and a summary, so wile I will post a few things now keep in mind that what you're about to read is not set in stone, you may not see it for a wile, it may change, and I may just post it without announcing it, likewise you may see it very soon, it may stay the same, and I may announce it, so yeah :3 The following are small exerpts out of my projects:
Project 1: -
'Where does she keep the glasses...?' he wondered, opening the top cabinet and smiling as he saw a row of glasses, he saw one he liked and reached for it, only to gasp and pull his arm back sharply wen he felt something slice his arm, "What in the..?" he muttered as he reached into the cabinet and yanked whatever had cut him out of the corner, he felt his heart sink and he dropped the dagger that was in his hands, seconds later he felt his back slamming up against the opposite counter, he groaned and stared into the previously purple- now red- eyes of Rukia, "What did you do!?" she shouted as she held him down, "I reached into the cabinet to get a glass and your stupid dagger cut me! Why do you have a dagger duct taped to the inside of the cabinet anyway!?" he shouted back, she glanced at the dagger breifly and then back at him before getting up, "It's for protection," she replied, walking over to the phone- wich she had dropped earlier- and checking it for dameges, clearly her phone call had ended when the phone hit the floor but atleast the device still worked... "Protection," he stated dryly, "Rukia you have a DAGGER in your KITCHEN CABINET for PROTECTION?" he asked, ignoring his bleeding arm, "I mean don't you think that for protection, a g- what's wrong?" he said, suddenly noticing her shivering in the corner, she shook her head, "NO, I need you to leave," she said suddenly, "What? Why?" "I can't control myself! If you stay here bleeding like that I'm going to attack you!" she replied, holding her head and shaking slightly, he only stepped forward, "Why aren't you leaving?! I'm a vampire you idiot I'll kill you!" "Go ahead then, if you suck my blood atleast you'll be fed for a wile, so I don't mind,"Project 2:
"You could just make a love potion and slip it in her drink you know," Kon suggested as he scratched on a scratching post, "Are you kidding me? That would only serve to turn her into a mindless idiot, I mean have you seen what those love potions do to people?" he replied, wrinkling his nose, Kon meowed once and looked at him, "So then what ARE you going to do?" he sighed lightly, "Oh... you'll see..." he muttered back as he plucked an orange strand of hair from his head, hissing at the slight pain and dropping the hair into the cauldron sitting on his fire place, "Ooooh I see... I'll help you get a little of that then," he chuckled, Ichigo raised an eyebrow, "Why would you help me? You and I hate eachother," "Maybe so but the girl is a cutie and your life is just too interesting of a story right now for me to ignore the good part," replied the cat as he swished his tail, Ichigo stared at him wearily for a moment, "Then you know what you need to do, and don't go too far," he said, Kon swished his tail again, "Why what do you think of me? Ofcourse I wouldn't," he frowned, "Hm, somehow I doubt that a little..." he mutteredProject 3:
"Come on Ichigo, don't be like that, it's your BIRTHDAY, you should be HAPPY," Rukia said with a frown as Ichigo turned over in bed and jerked on the covers, making her nearly fall to the floor, "What's wrong with you?!" she growled out, "I just don't like celebrating my birthday, that's all," she moved slightly and frowned, peering over to see if he was really still trying to sleep, he glanced back at her and she leaned back with a smirk, "You, my dear idiot, are going to have a change of heart by the end of the day," he sat up- again jerking the blankets and making her move- and stared at her wearily, "What could you POSSIBLY do to make me change my mind?" he replied skeptickally, he then shivered, that smirk of her's was evil, pure evil, and he very soon regretted what he said that morningWell that's it then

I'll get back with ya'll real soon on some of these surprises~ Until then, tootles~
Happy April Fool's Day

Yeah it's technically April 1st so sorry for that but I couldn't help myself

Anyway, I'm watching Bleach and for those who also are, they're having Toonami host the channel tonight, I LOVE Toonami!!! I never watched it when it was around because back then I wasn't really into anime but I saw it on and off when I tried watching Naruto and when Bleach aired at 11:00 I'd see it going off, I wish Adult Swim had Toonami instead of their weird stuff

Toonami is a really cool little host and I love how they're doing the preveiws and stuff, but it's only for one night

Adult Swim always has weird commercials and even weirder channel "hosts" (but they're just black screens so you really can't call them that) Anyway just thought I'd say that

EDIT: RIBMTHHGTGIJIOGAJRIGHJT YOU GUYS!!! We have Faery activity!!!

My house has activity!! I was talking to

on the phone and went to check the house and the little toy cat I put in it had been thrown out of the house!! (And no I don't take that as a sign that they don't like the cat, I take it as them communicating... if they do it again THEN I'll take it as a sign that they don't like the cat...) My mom and I are the only ones who go in that room (Not that my dad would bother taking a toy cat out of a faery house anyway) and she only goes in there to change clothes so neither of us did it- and it wasn't like the house had been nocked over or anything, everything was in PERFECT condition except for the cat! And come on? What are the chances that my dog would stategically reach into the house and move the cat carefully out of it? Noooo I don't think even my dog is smart enough to do that for the heck of it, not when she knows it isn't her's (she does know what belongs to her and what doesn't though) and the cat was dry too so if she had slobbered on it I would've known... I'm telling you there's no other way!!

Thank you Fae!! Thank you!

See that? It only took three days

Again, any negative comments will be ignored so don't bother~ Now, scroll down for the lemony vampires :3
Did that title catch you? I thought it would; so recently I've been looking to start some new books, the last new one I started I think was back when I started Dengeki Daisy at Christmas... I recently found a couple of anthologies recently that I simply adore (so far, have barely cracked them open though xD) and I've gotten back into reading prose books as opposed to manga and graphic novels (though those will always be #1 in my heart

) well I've been looking recently and all of the romance or even semi-romantic books I've picked up have had sex scenes in them

(The ones I've gotten have been much more about the paranormal and I don't think there's even any romance in them...) I mean I'm not a prude, but there's a line between tastefull and .. raunchy... and all I've found is raunchy =_= I mean yes I've read some IchiRuki lemons but ... isn't that ALOT different considering that Ichigo and Rukia have been charectors whose relationship I've followed for half a decade now as opposed to the books I've been picking up where basically every other page is a new charector romping another one? =_= And it's pretty detailed too from what I've seen *sigh* That's why my poll is up, if anyone knows any good PARANORMAL/ROMANCE WITHOUT SEX SCENES I beg you to tell me, I've Googled it atleast five times and the only ones that come up DO have sex =_= Or they don't sound my speed, I'm not into YA or teen stuff either and that makes it really hard to find something clean, I like the darker, more serious things.. I guess like the difference between Bleach and Tokyo Mew Mew... I just want something that's more.. I don't know how to put it

Additionally I like the kind of fantasy-paranormal, like werewolves, faeries, ghosts, etc, as opposed to the syfy kind with time travel and the like, if it helps any, two of the ones I was looking at that I had to put down due to the sex scenes are these
[link] and
[link] (especially the first one) any help is appreciated, even if you're not sure if I'd like it, I still appreciate the reccomendations

Firstly, anyone who has a negative opinion on Faeries shouldn't even read this because I will not respond to negative/hatefull comments, thank you

With that out of the way, yes! I made my first home for them!

So I finished reading "Faery Tale" by Signe Pike some time ago, about two weeks maybe, and ever since I've been wanting to get in touch better with my Fae freinds, especially the ones in my home as the only one who I really know about is Ella, and she's a Guide of mine so I don't count her as a House Faery, I left out some water and some milk a few days ago but they didn't touch it and I don't want to leave out sugar because of the ants, so I went to see a psychic freind of mine, Noelle, yesterday with

and one of the things she mentioned was that if I wanted to contact them more to build them a little house, nothing fancy, just a little place with some chairs and all and also to leave shiny things for them and hide shiny things for them, they like to play games after all

I'll get to the shiny things another day but today... I just am so proud of this little house that I have to share it!

It's been ages since I did a crafty thing other than writing and I miss it now that I've done it again

It's really quite a place

SO I got a decrotive box from my room and laid down some very sparkly blue "carpet" (spare fabric) on the bottum, then put up some "windows" on the top of the box (wich is sitting open with the lid up, the windows are made of thread and buttons) I then made some "chairs" using ramekins, cotton, and some really soft blue fabric (I pulled the cotton off of Quitips and really tore up my finger from it too

I filled the little bowls with the cotton up to the top with the help of

and then covered them with the fabric so they're cushioney) I made a little "coffee table" and that was actually the hardest of all because I made it out of buisness cards, one on top and one on bottum with little peices of other cards in between to hold it up, it collapsed over and over again but finally I got it right and put some "table cloth" on it (a sheer blue and green fabric with flowers on it) I also made a little "bed" by using a cute Seaworld wallet that

gave me for the mattress and putting some blue fabric on it as blankets and a pillow (same fabric as the chairs) and finally I put a tiny stuffed cat on the bed, a pillbox with a unicorn on it in the corner as a night table, and some sea shells painted with glittery fingernail polish (my mom did those a long time ago) in various places so they'd see the shiny stuff and be like "Oh hai this is cool! :3"

I'm elated that I found the sparkly fabric for the carpet because it REALLY shimmers in the light so they'll DEFINATELY see it

I actually found everything I needed increably easily, it's hard to find spare fabric and stuff like that in my house because I stopped doing crafts so long ago, but everytime I was looking for something boom, I found it instantly

I choose to take this as a sign that they appreciate the house and were helping me make it with things they like, they hid my ruler the other day for an hour or two and so if they can do that they can turn me in the direction of some shiny fabric

I'm excited to see what becomes of the house! Noelle said I would most certainly know right after making the house that they're there and so I can't wait to see what they do

I'm trying to get in touch with the spirits and other energies around me as much as I can, mostly because I feel it'll help me out in the long run more, spirituality never hurts, but partly because I talk alot to people about these things and I want to feel as knolwedgable as I can, Noelle also said that I will be able to communicate easily with my spirits, especially if I keep this up, as I have that gift, I just need to learn to use it, she also said she saw me giving big meetings and seminars on these sorts of things so hey if I get started now...

Anyway, I've been gone the last couple of days on and off and will be gone for a wile again tommorrow since

is actually in town! O.O So I've been hanging with him and will be out with him tommorrow afternoon, but things will get back to normal after that I'm sure

SO.. anyway.. I'll update if the Fae do something really significant

Until then you may all want to think about doing something to appease your little house guests too, it's much better to have a Faery as a FREIND and not a FOE

Also, a reminder, that if you have negative feelings towards Faeries please don't comment, I choose to believe in them, I believe in spirits, psychics, and alot of other things too and I'd prefer not to be bashed for it, thank you :3
Ooooook so we're going to go backwards here

The feature journals will be updated today so get ready for a boatload of spam

Those who have noticed, this is a NEW journal, my other one will only be updated for news on the Bleach anime from now on, so there

Anyway, new Bleach chapter.... Oh. My. STRAWBERRY! O_O I did NOT expect any of that! Honestly I thought that the Arrancar would appear in like 200 chapters and Adult Nel would say hi to Ichigo, Grimmy would make a cameo, and that'd be it but... but... o_o I just didn't expect this! Epic chapter Kubo, epic

I'm also impressed with the new villian's ruthlessness, it took Aizen CHAPTERS to get like this but this guy gets it right off the bat

Additionally, being that the war will be in five days, we should see Rukia soon!

Wait... unless it's like the HM arc... that was ONE DAY Bleach time... we'll never see Rukia again ;_; Okies anyway, I thought the bit with Yuki and Shino and the ring tone was rather cute, Sasakibe is dead, can't say I'm surprised nor do I have any feeling to this at all except that there's a new slot open for a leituienit and I'm wondering who's gonna be promoted, BUT there is an interesting thing to point out here: for the first time we have a SIGNIFICANT charector- on the good side no less!- killed off in the first few chapters of a new arc, I do wonder if that means that in this arc Kubo will kill off a bunch of people? Or atleast SOME people, to be perfectly hoesnt as bad as this sounds I kind of hope so because firstly, drama

Secondly, if there can be two open captain positions by the end of the arc (for any reason) Ichigo and Rukia are pretty much a shooing

Personally, I wouldn't mind if some people bit the dust, Omeada, Mayuri, and Unohanna for example... but oh well that's neither here nor there, the point is this is getting really good

Ooooook with that out of the way let's move on~ I'm going to ATTEMPT to start a new project

I've been looking alot at this thread
[link] on Deathberry and it really got me thinking about the charector interactions/relationships and how they COULD be on a recreational basis, so I've decided to do a little series of oneshots dipicting everyone's relationships within the "Six Hearts" circle, not sure if I'll actually get it done but I'll be attempting it

With that said "B Side" is officially OVER, and a new series will begin Saturday

The new series is another AU, much longer than "B Side", and the summary is as follows:
"IchiRuki-Centric; AU; There's a study going on to see if astrology plays a part in relationships, but wen Ichigo, a Cancer, and Rukia, a Capricorn, are put together with high expectations, will the two opposites attract? Or will they fail the experiment?"
So keep an eye out for it on Saturday, that'll be the beginning of "Star Light; Star Bright"!!